Life as a Post-grad

Hi, Mid of 2016.

Time is running very quickly. I remembered how much stressed I had in the semester 2 of my post-grad life.
Been chasing after the time. Tonnes of presentations, assignments, postings, reports, assessments etc. 3 presentations is a day, rushed assignment in 2 days, prepared dissertation proposal within 2 weeks.
Really exhausted.
Yet sem 2 was all about self-learning, glad that I am able to went out for dates, dinner, movies with my favorite people.

I always cant wait to end this post-grad life. I cant wait to step into the society, to work, and to earn money again.
Yes, you might be jealous of my student's life.. but probably you dont know how much courage needed to quit your job, back to university & compete with those 'younger' than you, crack your head to memorize again (getting old now T.T ), no income (most importantly!).
Please dont tell me: aiyoo ask from your parents lah.
No, I just can't accept their money. It's time to take care of myself, with my own savings.
So, post-grad student is "MEMANG MISKIN".
Apa pun naik harga, how to survive? 

Thanks to myself- my mentality, my strength, my body
Thanks for enduring my stress + tiredness from part time work.
Thanks for being good and hold on throughout my hard times.

Whatever it is,
I know after this, I won't be going back to the life as a student. I won't. I don't think I will continue my PhD. *i think i will go crazy*
So I will REALLY 'enjoy' this journey -18 months of a life as a student. I will need to make sure that I enhance my knowledge, and contribute to the society one day.
I am not a girl that has a big dream. I am just an ordinary girl, seeking for a better life by being a citizen that contributes with my own profession.

I am happy with what I am having now. This post is probably will be useful to remind me: to be glad for everything, to endure some challenges in life, to flash back my student's life.
So that one day when I turn back & look at my past, it is something that can be proud of.

Post grad life, CHEERS!

NERD enough!

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寧靜的夜晚

好久沒寫部落格了。

上到大學的最後一年，該是輕鬆的一年，

卻少了更新。

這個禮拜好忙好忙

我好不容易才能在這夜晚呼的口氣

今天這夜晚，顯得特別孤單，寂寞。

卻想一個人呆著。

一直以來，

我都好想快點畢業，我真的好想離開這大學。

不是我討厭它，畢竟它的卻給了我不少回憶。

但。。

我還是會害怕；

害怕這4年的結束會帶來我不想要的改變。

我會害怕改變

因爲冷血的我一旦接觸了變化，

我可以把它轉移到工作學業上去融入。

我是個工作狂，

我可以從早忙到晚，如此的過一天。

其實

壽命的長短不是生命最重要的關鍵，

如何把握有限的生命，活出真我，才是對自己最好的交代。

很多歡樂的時光是買不回來的，

珍惜當下，做最有意義的事，

才是我應該努力的。

這樣，才不光費人生。

有很多很多的事，

原來不必去執著。

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Finally.. Finally, I'm done with everything. All the assignments, exams, seminar..
I can finally breath.
Up next will be clinics' reports.
And jogging!

Good. I love busy life.

STOP thinking! Do your work!

My Bobo really cute. ♥

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1st Nov 2010

So fast, so fast.. It's November already!
4 assignments to be complete in this week.
Exhausted, really exhausted.

Right now, I am so happy because Public Relations's assignment is completed!
It included our hard works, ideas, hand made, designs. ha!
Thanks a lot, team mate! Heh.
Sorry if sometimes I rushed you, if I said anything that hurts you. You know la, the nature of girl..

See, nothing is impossible.
Look at the logo we designed!
From the beginning we were complaining that we shouldn't be in the same team.
Argued for different ideas. Condemning about the works.
Finally, it's done!

All the best doing the next assignment.
Till then, it is just a short post, telling you guys how great I feel.

As a lesson, don't do last minute work!
=)

November, I hope it will be a good month.

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ARGH!

It's sunny outside. The weather is terrible.
The sun is too sexy, it's too HOT.
That's why! I'm sick.

Cough, flu, headache, fever all came to me.
I hate to be sick.
It makes me feel so weak and uneasy.
It stops me from eating yummy foods.
It causes me talk like a duck. Or chicken?
It makes me feel so tired!

Right now, I'm in the MacDonalds.
I'm alone. And this is my first time feeling so lonely.
Grr.
I need to online and my house couldn't access to the internet.
Wanna steal neighbour's line also tak ade.

Sometimes, I enjoy being alone.

But sometimes, I'm not!

Look at my stupid face. = =

I'm sitting here without any meals or drinks on my table.

Should I get one? Argh.

Whatever!

Off..

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Looking back..

It makes me feel so uneasy right now.

What's wrong?

Go to sleep please!

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A Jog.

Early in the morning,
Listening to mp3,
Singing my favorite songs,
Looking at the uncles washing their car,
And the uncles looked at me at one kind,
Maybe they thought I 'sot',
Waved to the dog which barked at me,
30 minutes of slow run.

I have not jog since... don't know how many months ago.
I can feel the pain of my limb muscles.
But..

A jog in the morning made my day.

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Right now I am feeling so sleepy.
But I would like to drop down everything before I go to sleep.
Today went to uni as usual.
Did my presentation, which was kind of mess as I don't really get what Dr Aung trying to say. He is from Myammar.
Had my lunch at corner lot.
Revised account, the guard chase us. =(
When we were leaving, someone just U-turn and ask for more... That image, just couldn't out of my mind.
I left my wallet in the car. Glad that no one broke my car. Lols.
I saw a random guy who looks like Wilbert Pan. His gf, 'cun' too. =D
I am a naughty girl. =(

Then BlaBlaBla..
Being Human.
Tears or Laughters? Couldn't differentiate it.

I hope it was a lucky day.
No more unlucky day pls.
Good night.

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Smile

=)

Right now, there's one word to express my feeling - HAPPY.
I am so happy until I couldn't stop smiling and laughing.
Nothing special happened, its just that at this moment, I'm feeling so good.
Never felt this way before.

And I miss mamak's foods.

Today's top 10 words:
date-mamak-sakai-treat-foods-ajak--built relationship-toilet-Murni-pokemon

Thank you thank you thank you.
I'm smiling like a 'sakai'. =)

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Think

Been thinking so much lately.

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Silence

When i saw that, I feel hurts.

But since I have promised,

I'll remain silent.

Not gonna tell you what I feel.

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Take a break.

When you are facing too much of notes,

Sometimes,

Going to a cafe to online will be a good idea too.

Just simple enjoy the environment.

To relax.

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Today's.

Part 1
Tan Anyon said,
Guys feel stress when their girl keep merajuk..
Life's Greatest Sorrow is Jealousy..
Guys will only be mature when they become papa.

Pretty true right?
He gave me some sort of opinions, which makes me feel better after chatting with him.
Grr.. =D

Tu .. kawan baik u punya pasal la.

And then I realized that, I lose my temper. So I apologized an hour later.

Now everything is fine.


Part 2

I am seriously broke wei.

I think I can't control myself from buying things.

Gosh. Girls girlss GIRLSSS!

And I haven't buy any clothes from CNY.

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one FM

I used to listen Hitz.fm last time. But now, one FM is always my first choice. 

one FM dedicates not only Chinese songs but also English's song.
So it indirectly makes me get updated with all the latest songs.

Morning Kaki is the one accompany me every morning when I was on my way to Uni. No doubt, the DJs Jeff and Jane are funny and talkative. That's how they bring up to the HIGH situation. Then, a short 《揾到你》 refresh your day! You can see how they prank people and how people got fooled. LOL. Sometimes it sound kinda fake. =p Of course, don't miss the SCREAMING part - Beh Tahan. I always miss it because class starts at 8.30am usually.

音乐50不叽喳 (Non-Stop Music 50) by Kyan and Suki. Old songs and hitz songs are dedicated. But I always miss the chance to listen.

After class, I get to hear Happy Hour by Jack and Ryan. Mmm.. Mostnof the time, I only listen to the songs dedicated. Audiences get to win cash during 《JR博士》 if they answer their IQ questions correctly. I know they always ask : What have 31% of people did today? Sadly to sad, no one guess it correctly. Don't ask me, because I never heard them announce the answer.

快乐点 ( HappyDedi ) by Lucas and Sumi. Nice songs are dedicated and people called to express their feeling. 

However, all these are the main point that I'm gonna discuss here. Have you ever heard of one FM FB Challenge? RM 200 will be given to the first person who comment at the FB Challenge status. Every DJ is giving it everyday. This is insane, i know. And that's how their number of fans burst in one day. I think the DJs are having some sort of total fans competition. And seriously, I really added all the DJ's FB, wishing that I'm lucky enough to win that RM 200. It's sound stupid, I know. I've been refreshing the page every 20 secs. You have to be REALLY lucky, keep on refreshing the fans page and make sure your internet connection is fast enough. Comments could reach 100 in a minute. I tried before. And I'm not gonna to try it anymore. Lols.

I wonder, who sponsored the RM 200? There are 8 DJs, if each DJ is giving it everyday, that's mean RM1600 is needed. What's the main objective of having this FB Challenge? To increase their number of fans? To promote FaceBook? To promote one FM? I don't feel it's relevant.

But who's cares? People care for the RM 200.
Okay, I'm just sharing. Go play it if you need CASH. =D

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The Spirit of Dancing.

Quote: There are many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few will catch your heart...pursue those.

Recently, I've been went to few events. When I was watching the performances, it reminds me of dancing. My toes tapped after the tempo. I've been dancing since young.. Since kindergarten then during primary, my friends and I always did performance for Teacher's day and Children's Day. It continued to secondary and until my pre-U (Form 6). I don't dance in studio because I did not attend dancing class. It was just so random that I was involved to perform in few of the events. 

The most unforgettable one was during the dancing competition held in 2004. We have only one week to prepare and we practiced from morning to midnight in school. That time my school's girl guide troop was having camp in school. That's why we got the chance to practice until 1am in school. That was really crazy. We were so exhausted during that one week. 

I've not been dancing for almost one year. And seriously, I really miss it. How nice if I'm still continue my Ballet class. The feeling of dancing is just so... unexplainable. The fun part was when you are performing for an event; you get to dance with different people. Different songs, different steps, different sentiment. I might not the great dancer, but I enjoy every move of the step.

I've found one of the thing that catch my heart, and I am gonna pursue it. I wanna sign up for dancing class. But I need some time to do survey on it. I hope it works this time, although next sem I'm having 10subjects. 
Big task. =)

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Beautiful Lies

For the past one month, I had said some beautiful lies. Lies.. it's just some words which are useless. I'm too naive for thinking that there is beautiful lies. No lie is beautiful. Making people feel better by telling lies is wrong. For the last one month, I faced conflicts and dilemmas. I've tried my best to convince people, to apologize, to .... Whatever I can do, I've already get it done. However, things doesn't get done like how I wished to. I never felt this weak before. I thought I am tough enough to keep it all by myself. I though I am tough enough to handle things by my own.

I tried to be someone else. I tried to change everything, but I'm not the God. People don't listen to me, they don't understand what am I thinking. The way they think and the way I'm thinking is so different. And that's how conflict arises. Explanation just makes things worse. People might feel that it's all excuses. But without explanation, things go even worse. They blame you for not being honest, blame you for hiding everything. I really got no idea. After all, all I did is just no point. Indeed, I blamed myself.

Thus, I thought a beautiful lie could make people feel better. But someone said, you need 1000 more lies to cover one lie. Ya, it's pretty true. A lie is still forever a lie. No matter how beautiful you make the lie into, it's still a lie. It's still a lie which hurts people deeper. I am not going to make any beautiful lies anymore. I am not going to make any explanation.

It's really hurt.

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Because of Techno.

The technology has turns people into laziness.
Because of the exsistence of MSN, people become lazy bum bum. (to some extend la, i'm not saying everyone. xD)
Look at my sis and me. We were just sitting few steps away. [ Look! It's STEPS, not MILES. ]
Both of us were so boring and we chatted + crapped in MSN.

See how sarcastic we were.

( You will understand if you watched the Singapore's movie =.= )

In the end, both of us can not tahan and kept laughing.

Then my sis came to my room and say me lame.

LOL.

 And,

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY Sue Yen.

(see, wishes through net and sms - using technologies again.)

Everything can be done with a click.

See. Life can be simple. =)

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Lessons of life.

LESSON 1

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.

While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.

As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.

The dung was actually thawing him out!

He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy.

A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.

Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him.

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.

(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend.

(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut! 

LESSON 2
A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp.

They rub it and a Genie comes out. The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.'

'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.'
Puff! She's gone.

'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.'
Puff! He's gone.

'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager.
The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after lunch.'

Moral of the story:
Always let your boss have the first say. 
 

LESSON 3
A turkey was chatting with a bull.

'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy.'
'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.'

The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough str ength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.

The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.

Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.

He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there..
 

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My First Day!

First day of class should be fun and full with energy.
Today's class supposed to start at 2pm, but at 11pm, Colin called me and said there is Mathematics extra class.
So i rushed and speed on high-way. =D
I was late.. owh.. how embrassing is that.
However, I forgot all the Mathematics' rules.
Cos, sin, tan, cosec, sec etc.. omg..
I even forgot to how convert numbers to degree by using calculator.
Totally blur about the phrase shift. Prof Wang, can u explain about it again?

At 2pm,there goes Physical Optics.
all about Physics. =( boring..
copying notes for 2 hours continuous.

Here comes the climax..
When I back from to home class, my body was heat, and i had fever.
stupid weather makes me sick. Can u guys stop the open-burning?

Okay, that's all for today. I better move my butt from laptop. Time for bed. Tomorrow's class starts at 8.30am until 5pm. Ouch..

Night peeps =p

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Life is good.

Everything is already settled.

Decision is made, and there goes my future.

My life is changing .. to a new environment, new friends.

Another wishlist is fulfilled. I got my laptop!

Thanks to my daddy .. for travelling all the way, for buying everything.

Two of us went pc fair twice, and squeeze like "sardin".

[ see! we bought alot! 4 laptop! ]

[ ta-da.. introducing my brand new laptop! ]

That's why i said, LIFE IS GOOD!

Wish me all the best peeps!

Class starting tml. Sob! *stress*

i love Moo~

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