是什么？不晓得。
女人啊，就是那么的情绪化
睡眠不足，功课，压力，种种加上来导致情绪变动。
事物总是没完没了，想好好的休息也不能
只是希望自己在无助时，身边有个人可依靠。
被疼与被爱的感觉真好
一句问候，一个拥抱。。
仿佛离我好远。
我不喜欢把所有的相处时间和游戏分一半
在你对着你电脑时，是否想着坐在你身旁的人？
可以允许我自私一点吗?
不是不让你玩
偶尔，也希望你可以‘忙’里偷闲。
空虚。
这个情人节，
One week of working.
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| The wonderful lunch. |
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| My Grandma. |
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| Lovely surprise from siblings. |
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| Once again, Happy birthday to me. |
这是12月的最后一天。
如果你认识我，你应该知道今天是什么日子。
这是12月的最后一天。
如果你家有日历，那你应该知道明天是新的一年。
这一年就快过去了。
这一年，我又做了什么呢？
这一年，我接受了一份爱情。
这一年，我把我头发减短了。
这一年，我把我头发给染了。
这一年。。我不想写下去了。
12月的最后一天
我应该是开心的
但我哭了。
在夜深里，我是寂寞的。
我第一次，寂寞得哭了。
明年，你快点来。
我要做工，我要忙得一团糟。
晚安了。
眼泪，在这几天都流了无数遍。
伪装，真的不容易。
我的伪装，是彻底的是失败。
以为可以潇洒的说：无所谓，
以为可以擦掉眼泪说：没关系。
有了期待，就会有失望。
原来一次次的等待，最终还是换来失望。
天真的以为，一个小小的要求与等待，很快就被实现。
天真的以为，时间的快速旋转，会隐藏着一些儿的喜悦。
原来我并不是你理想的小鸟依人，
不好意思，让你失望了。
其实，真的没什么大不了，也不是什么大事。
就让我这ordinary girl 发下公主病吧。
放心，再也不会有这样的事。
很多事，我放下了。
不是说没了期待，该说是以顺其自然的心去对待。
以后的，我都有了心里准备，
所以，不需要什么陪伴了。
简单的一句话就够了，真的。
Without realizing, its the end of 2011.
So fast, everything happened in a blink.
I've done with my Semester 5. It a semester that made me feel so stress but time flies so fast during this sem.
Semester 5,
The first time we have clinical posting with doctors, optometrists, pharmacist and real patients;
The first time we got the final year project;
The first time we struggled so much for the thesis proposal;
The first time we had our first NIOS annual dinner;
The first time we had our clinical examination with real patients and medical officers;
The first time we did our case presentation.
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| First time of drinking red wine. |
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| NIOS first annual dinner. The girls. |
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| The only one 21st birthday celebration. |
Urgh, I got a big ulcer on my lips. Real huge i mean.
I've been suffering from it for the past few days. And sometimes I really feel like screaming it out. It caused so much pain to me. I feel like crying for help.
I can't talk, I can't eat, I can't even drink water!
My house is in a big mess.
Renovation is going on at the front and back of my house. But good thing is the kitchen will be wider now :)
Bad thing is, at 8am sharp, you can hear the 'drilling' sound. A very effective alarm.
Girls need more cares and attention.
If she never stops you from socialization, then please don't make her feel that friends overtake her position.
If you made her lost her self-confidence, she lost herself too.
And she knows, she is a nobody, again.
Even though everything look stable and smooth now
but sometimes it requires more cares and some appreciation.
It's not a necessary for someone to treat you good.
But when people treat you good, you tends to forget how to appreciate.
Okay, I have a tired life.
Been so stressful for the past month. Don't even have a chance to chillax myself by doing things i love.
Been a long time since i last shopping, movie, sing k, sports, desserts, travel, gathering with friends blablablah...
So fast!
It's the last month of 2011, indicating my final examination too.
I don't like examination.
The one week of study week seems not enough :'(
The project is killing me softly.
The biggest fear and the major concern is about my supervisor, not the presentation.
He makes me to love him, but afraid of him at the same time.
My dear supervisor,
How much I hope you can hear me.
The pain, the depression.
You are killing me, softly.
那个女人
是有点固执
是有点野蛮
是有点坏脾气
但她其实要的并不多
只要一点点的温柔
只要一点点的安慰
只要一点点的关怀
她尽力把自己的角色演好
那一天，她尽心尽力
那一天，她耗费一天
陪他度过
她这个女人算合格吗
他忙，她也一起忙
不要求回报，真的不要求
只为了他一个微笑
即使他很忙
即使她不认识他身边的人
即使她一个人
还是得压抑心情，
用微笑隐藏寂寞。
为什么简单的一个要求
他不能给
为什么简单的一个要求
他要拒绝
或许没有人能够理解
那要求有什么那么重要
有什么大不了
是不重要
只是心里在作怪
没有了安全感
没有了肯定
或许，她只是个 nobody。
伤心不是因为失望
生气不是因为妒忌
没有什么大不了。
原来人是自私的
很多事情 不是谁说了就算
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