我恨你
我恨你

你怎么可以那么的不成熟

我恨你！

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苦中一點甜

以前上大學，

只要不舒服就可以自己ambil cuti sendiri。

根本就不用理會功課。

然後回家去，躺在床上休息。

現在上了班，

就算不舒服也得撐著，

忍著，還要微笑面對病人；

繼續把手頭上的工作做完。

的卻好辛苦。

面部蒼白，冒冷汗。

還要在不對的時間，不舒服！

但是

不同的是；

因爲公司有藥房，所以就算不舒服也不用怕沒葯吃。

不同的是；

因爲公司有好同事，所以就算再忙，他們都讓我休息。

還特地買了杯hot chocolate給我。

還一直叮嚀我早點放工。

我有一班好‘ 愛吃’ 的同事。
做了那麽久，我就吃了那麽久。

再這樣下去，不變胖才怪呢！

其實，還蠻有口福的 :)

還有還有，我終于踏入手術室啦！

所以，

苦中，是有一點甜的。

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Bello Miss September

The long awaiting Phuket Graduation trip is finally over but it was awesome.

Phuket is a place full of Beaches and is a heaven of shopping.
With great accommodation accompanied by loved one and good friends.

4 years. 4 years.
4 years of uni life finally came to an end.
Every moment spent in Phuket were memorable.
The time when the girls gathered in a room and made a plan, the time when our gang gathered in one room every night chit-chat, applying aloe-Vera on each other, laughed and teased at each other.
Splendid moments.

I miss Phuket!

Bello bello! Come back come back.
September is here.

Which means it's time to work seriously, full timely. 

No more holiday so far.
It's a busy month full of training.

Okay, I'm ready...

Glad for having you being my side all the time.

Even I just see you for 5 minutes, it makes my whole day better.

We're still fighting for the future. And eventually, it makes us stronger.

Holding tight.

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Working Life

After stepping into working life;
Seriously, I am really exhausted.
Once the clock tick at 11 o'clock, I am feeling sleepy ady.
But good thing is, I sleep earlier, wake up earlier.
A good habit.

After stepping into working life;
I couldn't adapt to the working environment for the first few days.
It's not that the colleagues are not friendly but is me myself that I feel lonely.
Because there is no longer soul-mates to talk to like how I used to have in university.
But good thing is, I learnt to be more independent.
A good learn.

After stepping into working life;
I looked back to my university life.
Realizing how much I wished to turn back time.
I hoped to go back to study life because working is a total different life.
But good thing is, I face different challenges everyday.
A good thing.

After stepping into working life;
I know everything is on my own now.
I play an important role in the company because I'm the only one holding the position.
But good thing is, I managed to consult them and educate them in my own way.
Talking to them in my own room, without anyone supervising nor disturbing.
I feel happy talking to patients and increase their awareness of a particular condition.
A good job.

Actually, there are more for me to learn after stepping into working life.
I have to stand strong.
As I always have in my mind, Tomorrow will be a better day.
Feeling greatful. gladful. wonderful.
Hopefully.

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Turning Point

Finally, the 4 years of Bachelor study is finally over.
A time that I had been waiting for.
I know I will be definitely miss study life but No No No;
My schooling may be over but my education still continues.
Graduation is just a process.

It's the turning point.
A turn point for me to step forwards,
To face another chapter of life.
A new chapter of life,
With new job, new friends, new environment.
There are plenty of challenges ahead of me.
Yet, I'm pretty excited for it.

Hey darling
Let's face the challenge together and get it move.
One day, our plan will succeed.
Take the experience first, cash will come later :)

Promises.

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寧靜的夜晚

好久沒寫部落格了。

上到大學的最後一年，該是輕鬆的一年，

卻少了更新。

這個禮拜好忙好忙

我好不容易才能在這夜晚呼的口氣

今天這夜晚，顯得特別孤單，寂寞。

卻想一個人呆著。

一直以來，

我都好想快點畢業，我真的好想離開這大學。

不是我討厭它，畢竟它的卻給了我不少回憶。

但。。

我還是會害怕；

害怕這4年的結束會帶來我不想要的改變。

我會害怕改變

因爲冷血的我一旦接觸了變化，

我可以把它轉移到工作學業上去融入。

我是個工作狂，

我可以從早忙到晚，如此的過一天。

其實

壽命的長短不是生命最重要的關鍵，

如何把握有限的生命，活出真我，才是對自己最好的交代。

很多歡樂的時光是買不回來的，

珍惜當下，做最有意義的事，

才是我應該努力的。

這樣，才不光費人生。

有很多很多的事，

原來不必去執著。

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After-All

Aloha, I'm back!
Sorry my dear bloggie, I've been neglecting you for 2 months.
I was too busy with reports, examinations, sister's wedding & class trip.
After all, everything's ended.

 I'm done with my final examination. It was really a hectic one.
It's true that we shouldn't judge its book by its cover.
Things aren't appear the same anymore.
And now I realized, selfish people will only come to you when they need something.
Grade, is just an alphabet.
 Most importantly: A lesson, I learnt.

My elder sister got married!
And the day itself I had my last practical test.
I don't think I did my test fantastically, but I don't care! Muahaha!
We had been preparing a lot for her wedding.
Printing invitation cards, cleaning the house, arranging the tables.
Kelam-kabut during the dinner but still, we survived.
Of course, thanks to my darling & relatives for being there whenever we need help.
Appreciate appreciate.

And lastly, our class trip..
Finally, I been to Singapore.
It was a successful one.
The timing was right, the weather was nice, the human traffic was acceptable & some people brought laughter. ;)
Thank you Elaine & her kind family for the hospitality.
The seafood is really marvelous!

Of all, it's 2013 now.
This year will be different as I am no longer stepping into college.
Soon, I'll be walking out and work like an adult.
I'm excited, as well I'll miss my university life. Not the university.

I shall say, I'm happy with all I have.

My family, my darling, my friends and some jokers. 

A late wish, but still: Happie New Year 2013 poeple!
My final semester is starting tomorrow but,
CNY is around the corner! ;)

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