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12月的最后一天

>> Saturday, December 31, 2011

这是12月的最后一天。
如果你认识我,你应该知道今天是什么日子。

这是12月的最后一天。
如果你家有日历,那你应该知道明天是新的一年。

这一年就快过去了。
这一年,我又做了什么呢?
这一年,我接受了一份爱情。
这一年,我把我头发减短了。
这一年,我把我头发给染了。
这一年。。我不想写下去了。

12月的最后一天
我应该是开心的
但我哭了。
在夜深里,我是寂寞的。
我第一次,寂寞得哭了。

明年,你快点来。
我要做工,我要忙得一团糟。

晚安了。

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我的伪装

>> Thursday, December 22, 2011

眼泪,在这几天都流了无数遍。

伪装,真的不容易。
我的伪装,是彻底的是失败。
以为可以潇洒的说:无所谓,
以为可以擦掉眼泪说:没关系。

有了期待,就会有失望。
原来一次次的等待,最终还是换来失望。
天真的以为,一个小小的要求与等待,很快就被实现。
天真的以为,时间的快速旋转,会隐藏着一些儿的喜悦。

原来我并不是你理想的小鸟依人,
不好意思,让你失望了。
其实,真的没什么大不了,也不是什么大事。
就让我这ordinary girl 发下公主病吧。

放心,再也不会有这样的事。
很多事,我放下了。
不是说没了期待,该说是以顺其自然的心去对待。

以后的,我都有了心里准备,
所以,不需要什么陪伴了。
简单的一句话就够了,真的。

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什么都不是

>> Monday, December 19, 2011

不是从没珍惜,
也不是不爱了。
或许,彼此相爱的方式都不同了。
要的,也不再像当初的那么单纯。

对,
请你不要再宠了,
如果你要,
也可以不爱了。
都不值得了,不是吗?

对自己,
对那莫名奇妙的脾气,
对那缺乏的安全感,
对那完美主义的要求,
对那突然降临的伤感,
对那黑色的严肃,
对所有所有的事。。

也只能说;
疲惫了。

她眼泪很多,只是她不愿流露悲伤的情绪。

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BuhBye Sem 5!

Without realizing, its the end of 2011.
So fast, everything happened in a blink.
I've done with my Semester 5. It a semester that made me feel so stress but time flies so fast during this sem.

Semester 5,
The first time we have clinical posting with doctors, optometrists, pharmacist and real patients;
The first time we got the final year project;
The first time we struggled so much for the thesis proposal;
The first time we had our first NIOS annual dinner;
The first time we had our clinical examination with real patients and medical officers;
The first time we did our case presentation.

First time of drinking red wine.

NIOS first annual dinner. The girls.

The only one 21st birthday celebration.

We did everything for the first time this semester.
Whatever is it, it ends.
This time, we have 2 months of holiday! For the first time too!
Till end of February. Real long. :)

Urgh. I been too busy and tired recently.
Time for some rest.
Awaiting for the next day!

P/s: 12 days more. If  you know what I mean. Haha! :P

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In A Mess

>> Sunday, December 11, 2011

Urgh, I got a big ulcer on my lips. Real huge i mean.
I've been suffering from it for the past few days. And sometimes I really feel like screaming it out. It caused so much pain to me. I feel like crying for help.
I can't talk, I can't eat, I can't even drink water!

My house is in a big mess.
Renovation is going on at the front and back of my house. But good thing is the kitchen will be wider now :)
Bad thing is, at 8am sharp, you can hear the 'drilling' sound. A very effective alarm.

Girls need more cares and attention.
If she never stops you from socialization, then please don't make her feel that friends overtake her position.
If you made her lost her self-confidence, she lost herself too.
And she knows, she is a nobody, again.

Even though everything look stable and smooth now
but sometimes it requires more cares and some appreciation.
It's not a necessary for someone to treat you good.
But when people treat you good, you tends to forget how to appreciate.


Okay, I have a tired life.
Been so stressful for the past month. Don't even have a chance to chillax myself by doing things i love.
Been a long time since i last shopping, movie, sing k, sports, desserts, travel, gathering with friends blablablah...


Hectic life. I should get a life.

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December

>> Sunday, December 4, 2011

So fast!
It's the last month of 2011, indicating my final examination too.
I don't like examination.

The one week of study week seems not enough :'(


Tomorrow, I'll be fighting on the war using my pens, the papers are my biggest enemy.
I MUST WIN! Argh!

Okay. Chaos.

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My Dear Supervisor

>> Wednesday, November 23, 2011

The project is killing me softly.
The biggest fear and the major concern is about my supervisor, not the presentation.
He makes me to love him, but afraid of him at the same time.

My dear supervisor,
How much I hope you can hear me.
The pain, the depression.
You are killing me, softly.

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故事 1

>> Thursday, November 10, 2011

那个女人
是有点固执
是有点野蛮
是有点坏脾气

但她其实要的并不多
只要一点点的温柔
只要一点点的安慰
只要一点点的关怀

她尽力把自己的角色演好
那一天,她尽心尽力
那一天,她耗费一天
陪他度过

她这个女人算合格吗
他忙,她也一起忙
不要求回报,真的不要求
只为了他一个微笑

即使他很忙
即使她不认识他身边的人
即使她一个人
还是得压抑心情,
用微笑隐藏寂寞。

为什么简单的一个要求
他不能给
为什么简单的一个要求
他要拒绝

或许没有人能够理解
那要求有什么那么重要
有什么大不了

是不重要
只是心里在作怪
没有了安全感
没有了肯定
或许,她只是个 nobody。

伤心不是因为失望
生气不是因为妒忌
没有什么大不了。

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不想理

>> Thursday, October 27, 2011

原来人是自私的

人总是在缠绵后抱怨对方的缺陷

放下,或许是好的。
把自尊心,原则都扔到一边;
从心底远离,然后假装什么都不知道,
就这样,算了吧。

你所做的,说的
我都不会放在心里了
不想重复一遍又一遍。

就如你说,
我就是小气,
我就是肥,
又如何!? 又怎样?
有必要一直重复吗?

下雨了,
此刻的心情就像雨一样;
时大时小;
令人觉得伤感即无奈。

P/S:我要做回我自己!我是快乐的!

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很多 很多

>> Sunday, October 9, 2011

很多事情 不是谁说了就算

即使伤心 结果还是自己担
多少次失望表示着多少期盼
事实证明 幸福很难。

简单的词语,意味着生活里的每一个细节

生活态度不一样的人,如何可以和平相处?
说话态度很重要,很多话应该经过思考而弹出。
态度直率不是一个借口。

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我 Smurf

>> Thursday, September 29, 2011


在我快乐或不快乐时,
会有她,有你陪我度过。
其实我的快乐,是属于你的。

那傻傻的男人,是属于我的。

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Short Updates.

>> Wednesday, September 28, 2011

This semester is superb tiring and busy.
Busy with reports, posting, thesis, clinics and classes.
From 8.30am to 5.30pm everyday.
Meeting doctors and patients, tones of reports to be completed, examinations, completing proposal for our thesis research , bla bla bla.
Even 8 hours of sleep is not sufficient for me.
Does what Yvonne said was right? : "At a particular age, u'll feel tired easily."
Urgh.

There are too many things that couldn't be express by words.
If you would like to say things have changed, i will say no.
You can't expect people to think the same as you, or to do the things you desired.
Its just that things require maturity, peace, harmony ways of handling.
Throwing away emotions, I know we care for each other, still.

Tired.

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静思

>> Monday, September 12, 2011

最近真的是忙到爆炸。
假期里不是赶 assignments , 就是忙顾 cousins, 还有堂姐的 wedding。
假期完了,依然赶着 assignment, 还有 reports。
所以学会了 “忙里偷闲” 的道理。
在忙里,偶而会去看看戏,在家乱唱 k,还有吃好料来宠爱自己。
这样才算是充实的生活!

从中,我领悟了很多东西。
比如说, 好人难做。
无论你多好心,别人不一定会感激你。
反而可能会在你不留意时伤害了你。
虽然是蛮失望的,不过我还是会选择做个好人,
但会是聪明的好人,不再被欺负的好人。
我的快乐不是因为我拥有得多,而是我计较得少。

还有,
期望越大,失望就越大。
就算是你爱的人也会丢失你的期望。
诺言,可能根本就没有。

世上没有谁不能没有谁。
没有会是谁的全部。
一个游戏,可能会胜出于你。
但世上,没有你不爱的人,
没有你不信任的人,
也没有你不原谅的人。

在一段时间里,若同样的事情一直发生,久了以后,会变成理所当然。
别人对你的好不是应该的。
但若别人一直对你不好,你仿佛看开了。
因为,你麻木了。
不再对他所做的放在心里了。

嗯,牢记。
对了,中秋节快乐。

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No idea.

>> Wednesday, August 24, 2011

The feeling right now is so complicated like cowsigjhrnivknikvnwi.
Readable but undefined.
I wish that we don't know each other, so that your life could be better.
Right now I feel so lost.
I hardly see our path clearly, and its getting blur.

Dharma Master Cheng Yen said,
Indifference is an obstacle of love;
when interacting with others,
be a little bit more courteous, more genuinely warm.

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Rolling In Sabah ~

>> Friday, August 19, 2011

My uni has started but I'm so so happy & satisfied with my life right now. I just came back from Sabah with my lovely NS girls. I skipped 2 days of classes for that. haha. It was a trip planned in the month of May and all of us had been waiting for the day for so long!

10th to 13th Aug.
7 of us, took the plane and reached KK airport at 12am midnight. Throughout the journey, Chloe, MeiMei & I chatted non-stop for 2 and a half hour in the plane. Other friends were complaining that we were too noisy. :P MeiMei was so careless as she forgot to bring her ic. She shouldn't get into the plane at LCCT but she was lucky enough because the guard checked only her license. At last, the guard of KK airport asked her to make a police report in order to stay in KK.
In the plane.

We met 2 of our KK friends who came to fetch us from airport. We had seafood porridge and deer dumpling as supper, at 1am. I felt so guilty because I have not eat supper for such a long time! Fat! Then we got into our Condotel (Likas Square Condotel). The condo is super nice and comfortable. I took the master room and shared with another 2 friends. We were real exhausted and I went to sleep at 3am.
Seafood Porridge
Likas Square Condotel.
Master Bedroom.

The next day we crawled up at 8am and grabbed breakfast at Fook Yuen Restaurant. Siew Siang came, so we have a total of 10 people altogether. We bought bread as breakfast and noodles for lunch. Then we headed to Sapi Island and Manukan Island for snorkeling and parasailing. Parasailing was awesome! We played in couple, where both of us will be fly up high, pulled by the ferry. I was really pity because the driver purposely 'throw' MeiMei and me into the sea. I was almost fully drowned by the sea. I can't breath! And the others were laughing at me. Grr. Worse was my safety belt came off when I was flying up high. I'm lucky that nothing happen on me, said by the ferry driver.
But seriously I love parasailing, expecially when you flew up high at the middle of the sea, so peacefully. Overall, each of us spent RM 98 at the island for activities. At night, we went for seafood for dinner and went to drink liang teh.
Sapi Island
Snorkeling


Parasailing

Dinner
Liang Teh session

Next day, on Friday, we woke up early to prepare egg mayo as breakfast. We headed to Kundasang that day. We rented two cars to go up hill. The journey up hill was so dangerous and there were few times we almost bang into the cars of opposite way. We had Tuaran mee for lunch and the girls prayed at temple before we started the journey. Unexpectedly, suppose to be 2 hours journey, but we reached in one hour. You can see we really speed all the way. Our first stop at Kundasang was Desa Cow Farm. The grass there is so greeeeen but it's smelly over there and lots of flies! Next stop was Poring Hot Spring. We actually wanted to do sauna but there is only one toilet so we decided to do 'leg sauna'.
Tuaran Mee
Kundasang

Desa Cow Farm



Poring Hot Spring

On our way to dinner, we nearly bang the cows because the street was too dark. The cows ignored us and crossed the road even we honked. Thanks god that we managed to skipped them but we really frightened up. We had our dinner and we bought KFC for supper. Haha. Again, fattening! Kundasang was so cooling at night and we were shivering for the whole night. I did not bring any jacket nor long pants, so I was freezing cold. Thanks to Samantha & MeiMei for the their shirts & pants. :) That night, we squeezed together and watched Korean entertainment show.
Rose Cabin Hotel


Saturday was our last day. I woke up early in the morning and snapped pictures of Kinabalu mountain. From the Balcony of our room, we can clearly see the whole mountain. The scene was so beautiful. We had maggie mee cup for breakfast. The hot soup warms us up in that cold weather. After checked out, we went Kinabalu Park for a walk. Nothing's much there but only muzium. Of course, we did what girls usually do - Self syok. We took so many pictures!
Mountain Kinabalu

Kinabalu Park

As we have to return the car at 12pm, we quickly headed back to the KK town. I was very happy because Zhao Wei went back to her house, and I got to meet her mother, who I misses so much. We hugged each other and I managed to take a pic with her. I don't know when will be the next time I gonna meet her. :'(
Zhao Wei's Mother

Our flight was at 6.55pm, so it was quite rush for us as we wanna buy some souvenirs before we went back. We get to bought things at Warisan and some Sabah foods at Tanjung Aru. Tanjung Aru reminds me lots of memories. 4 years ago I went there and we drew our names on the sand. Surprisingly, Ronny called me and he wanted to meet us. He came to find us with Jia Yung. But sadly, the girls don't really chat with the guys. We are just way too busy.
By me @ Tanjung Aru.
We reached KK airport at 6pm. We took pictures before we leave. I miss them real much, as I don't get to meet them often. We have been knowing each other for 4 years but nothing could separate all of us. We are still close. Chat, tease, laugh at each other. This trip was full of funs and a little bit of danger. And I will not forget, "Rolling In The Deep". A song that brings so many laughter, a song that I will not forget.
Bon voyage

Thanks to my beloved NS girls for coloring my life.

10 of us 


Chloe, WHY
Mei Nie
Zhao Wei
MeiMei, Chloe
Siew Sieng
Pei Meain
Tieng Tieng
♥ I love you girls

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Liverpool Asia Tour 2011

>> Sunday, July 17, 2011


If you are a LFC Fans, you should know about Liverpool Asia Tour! Yesterday was Liverpool vs Malaysia, and of course as a Liverpool fans I would not want to miss the chance! Not to forget, thanks to my dar for treating me! Haha! :P


The match starting at 5.45pm but Bukit Jalil was jam terribly when I reached at 4.40pm. It's difficult to get a parking because the whole road was fully parked! Sadly, we parked so far and it took us 25minutes of walking to get into the Stadium.

Getting into the stadium.
Hot weather.

We got into the stadium just in time at 5.45pm! We were lucky enough because we found seats once we get into the stadium. There were thousand & thousands of people crowding at the stadium. If you see from far, the stadium is seems like in red, because everyone was in red! I'm in RED too! My face was in red too because of the sunburn! The sun was shinning "membara-bara" and I sweat a lot.


Look at the crowd!
Penalty time: Malaysia
Penalty time: Liverpool


The first half score was Malaysia XI 1-1 Liverpool. Before the second half started, we decided to change place. We been running from gate to gate to get a best seat but it's all FULL. Finally, we found only one seat, so he let me sit and he sit at the staircase. But at least we get a better view of the match sitting there!




Do you notice anything?
Spot the people?
The second half was superb! Malaysia XI scored another 2 whereas Liverpool scored another 5! The final result was Malaysia XI 3 - 6 Liverpool! Even though many were in red, but we did cheered for Malaysia! Overall, it was a good game and I really enjoyed watching!

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