No idea.

The feeling right now is so complicated like cowsigjhrnivknikvnwi.
Readable but undefined.
I wish that we don't know each other, so that your life could be better.
Right now I feel so lost.
I hardly see our path clearly, and its getting blur.

Dharma Master Cheng Yen said,
Indifference is an obstacle of love;
when interacting with others,
be a little bit more courteous, more genuinely warm.