What a day

It was my unlucky day.
I wore another pair of heel today, wore the new pants, used the old bottle.
I thought it gonna be a good day, I really felt that way.

Who knows.. things weren't that smooth.
My tyre.. punctured!
On the other hand, Tommy's tyre was punctured too.
But I'm lucky enough to have gentleman in my class.
They actually came for help. 2 cars parked nearby and we changed the tyre at the same time.
Few of the Malay guys came to lend a hand too.

Sadly to sad, they couldn't take out the nat of my tyre.
The bolt was corrode. So we have to called for foreman.
Waited for the foreman for 30mins. But they also couldn't help me!
What to do? Have to call  for tow.
They were condemning about my car when I was talking in the phone.
I heard that ok, Kwen & JY!

Seriously thanks to all of them.
Jun Yuan la, Eugene la, Kwen la, Ben la, Tommy la..
I ruined their time for gym.
Especially JY for waited so long, and he tried so hard to take out the nat.
I feel myself being so troublesome (*not acting kesian here,ok?*)
Last but not least, the tow man. He is nice. =)

THANKS A LOT..



After all, I'm still smiling here. It was a good lesson for me.
But I'm feeling so tired.
I will be more aware next time!

* She says, she will leave.
   Good night.




Sook Yee signing out.

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wenn die von mir verschwinden könnten Sie sich besser fühlen, bin ich bereit, zu gehen.Ich werde mich weit weg von Ihnen zu verbergen.Ich halte meine Tränen und Lächeln für Sie.Ich werde bereit, Ihnen all mein Glück.Ich will einfach nur ein Lächeln auf Ihr Gesicht jeden Tag, das reicht für mich zu sehen.

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窗外的天氣

窗外的天氣
就像是 你多變的表情
下雨了 雨陪我哭泣
看不清 我也不想看清

離開你 我安靜的抽離
不忍揭曉的劇情
我的淚流在心裡
學會放棄

聽雨的聲音 一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸像雨滴滲入我的愛裡
真希望雨能下不停
讓想念繼續 讓愛變透明


原来雨需要雷的陪伴 雷因为雨而出现
可是雷就是那么的难以抓摸
雨与雷 就这样 越来越远
雨越下越大 雷越打越猛


就这样 就这样
原来，雨有一天会停下..

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这样的“她”

她其实有点懒，喜欢赖床。她其实不太乖，喜欢捣蛋。

她在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，在熟人面前却很放肆，很霸道，并喜欢没形象的哈哈大笑。不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。

她独立，也好强， 她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。 她也会偶尔的忧郁， 朋友问她怎么了， 她也只会说没事。

其实她只是感觉累了，她只是需要一个拥抱。

其实骨子里，渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠。但她不会承认。

她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，承受她的撒娇、她的无理取闹，她的倔强，她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。

只有这样，她才放心，可以放心去继续做自己，不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。

如果没有，那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。

她对爱情没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感。

她爱不起，更怕伤害。

她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。 她爱的永远是对她最好的那个，那个好她心里是有一个标准的，你的积分超过了那条线，她会爱上你，但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了，或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。

她恋爱的时候 ，喜欢大事听男孩子的而在小事上调皮，耍赖。

不要认为她太小气，蛮不讲理， 其实在她调皮的习惯里已经为你收敛不少！

当你紧张他的异性朋友,她会一面跟你说，他只是我的谁谁谁，却一面偷偷在意你的感受。

她会希望现在的他是怎样怎样的，有各种各样的挑剔苛求的条件.她只不过是想要一个用努力来证明爱她的人，她不求结果，只希望你有那份心。

对她们而言,唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情， 感情如果受到挫折，会毁了她，要么成就了她。从此更加漠然，专注于事业。

她分手后完全不会像其他坐在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒闹,变得更加开朗.在听到朋友说有关他的话题时，从不刻意回避，她适当参与，淡然微笑，她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅,而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。

她不允许男孩子的背叛，如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，她一定会狠心的离开你。

不要怪她太绝情，她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要， 她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！

她失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，大声的笑，放声的闹。 当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。 哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣，除非她真的崩溃了。 即使在你爱着她的时候，她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。 如果你看到她的眼泪，请相信这绝不是她在博取同情，这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景。 她想对你负责，对她负责，对自己的过去和未来负责，但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言.她很难相信. 即使她很难相信，但她还是会选择等待。 若她喜欢上你，请你不要在她的世界里消失。 她没有更多的要求，不会打扰你的生活。 她只是想静静的看着你，当你的观众，仅此而已。

她就是这样，强势,霸道,任性。。。

不会讨人欢心，死要面子，她爱朋友多过你。

她善变，最耐不住寂寞却又喜欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。

有时候她又充满阳光的气息，爱笑爱说话，活蹦乱跳，可爱迷人。。

她很自私，只愿意与人同甘，不愿意让别人跟她共苦。。。

她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是习惯了养尊处优。

她喜欢热闹，总会成为聚会的焦点，前提是她想。

她也享受孤独，会静坐在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐。

她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落,但第二天一早起来，又会轻轻松松的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外冲。

她习惯在人前表现的很坚强，一付大女子主义的模样。

她会想,遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人,她就一定就会很安静，心甘情愿的安静下来，不烦,不闹，按时吃饭按时睡觉,按时做一切能安心和他一起做的事情.

她从不轻言爱，她的爱很沉默，那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气，在她的心里有一道栅栏， 那就是自尊。

她会在真正爱她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装，做个幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什么，不会无理取闹要你陪着她，她有自己的生活，她给你空间因为她也需要空间.

她在你面前永远性感调皮，偶尔撒撒娇，跟你玩陌生人的游戏，在你的朋友 面前从来大方得体，微笑的依偎在你身边。

她不让你给她买这买那，但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗自开心，因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。

她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然实意。最起码你得表现的真心,能让她感觉得到.

终有一天,她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见，她的倔强被你的保护软化，她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。

得到她,别骄傲,

只有懂她的人，才会得到她的好。

她有时是有些迟钝的，在感情方面，但有时很敏感,因为她在乎。。。

这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，

她有她的梦想，

她的希望。

一个如花儿般的女孩子，

她时而快乐，

时而忧伤；

时而郁闷，

时而疯狂；

时而邪恶，

时而善良；

时而脆弱，

时而坚强！

你可以说她傻，

也可以骂她笨，

也可以说她冷，

但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，

希望做一个幸福、善良的孩子.

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The Turning Point

Look at a life from a different angle.
Sometimes we all need to look at things differently, in order to understand life and what is going around you.
I change it when I don't like something,
If I can't change it, I change the way I think about it.
Things changed when I change the way I look at things.

I had few nightmares last week.
It's been disturbing my mind and the situation just couldn't run off from my memory.
Dream of a dream. It happened.
Human.. is changing every seconds, very fast.. depending on the situation.
Its good for the great adaptation, but I dislike it ;
It's just sound capriciousness to me.

This is weird.
Something happened few seconds ago, I dreamt of it before.
Everything seems so familiar.
The words, the dialog, the people, the feeling.
It's like a knife stabbing into my heart. That pain.

What the hell am I thinking?
This feeling is ridiculous.
I'm holding back what I'm feeling for.

Guess what, I got exophoria.
Guess what, all of us managed to wear formals to class.
See, things happened unexpectedly.
Turning it to another point, things may become better.
Taking it Positively & Optimistically..
I don't want to think too much, let me escape, please.
Make my life just like the cartoon's fancy world than bringing me to face the reality.

Good night.
I don't want to sleep.

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While I can.

It's shocked when I heard the news about the guy who passed away in the morning.
I don't know him. But I always see them tagging him in Facebook.
He is not my friend, he is a  friend of my friend.
They happily went to clubbing, but thing changed because of an accident.
Please, do not ever drive if you are drunk.
Think of the one you loves before you act.
I felt the sadness of his friends. It's hurt..

It's shocked when I heard the news about the girl who injured yesterday.
I don't know her.
She is not my friend, she is my sister's friend.
Never thought accident could happened when they cycled in Taman Pertanian.
The break of the bicycle was not working when she was cycling downwards the hill.
What she could do was jumped off from the bicycle.
Her face, her finger, her leg were seriously injured.

Life is precious, everyone knows about that.
I want to appreciate everything, everyone who come across my life.
No matter good or bad, at least them leave foot-prints on me.

I want to treat myself better.
I want to enjoy so hardly after exam next time.
At least a cup of Starbucks, a slice of Secret Recipe's cake, a cup of ice-cream, a bar of Bueno or a pack of Famous Amos cookies.
Just gimme something fattening will do. =X
Exam only once in a month. so it isn't that bad if I'm gonna pamper myself once in a month right?

Don't wait for a choice, fight for a chance.
I deserve it.

*Wishing all Muslim friends Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri! and Happy Holiday to everyone in Malaysia. Remember, drive safely.

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Kids

Kids,

they are adorable, they are cute.

They are free from any problems

What they need to do are just crying for foods, for urm-urm.

Just as simple as that.

I'm getting old, I used to think that.

Stepping myself into twenties makes me feel like I'm getting older.

There was once I hope to grow up asap.

But now, I wish to revert the time and stay as a child.

Looking at those kids playing happily, I feel good. 

Their noisiness make me feel forget all the stresses.

Instead, I felt their happiness.

Everything's changed. 

Kids nowadays don't go through what we had went through last time.

They play facebook, they sing K, they play piano lalalala.

They are just so naive and could be naughty at the same time.

They can be annoying or trouble-maker some time? ;)

Time couldn't be revert. 

It's impossible for me to be a child 'again',

Yet I enjoy seeing them playing around.

I have a dream.

I want to join World Vision and sponsor as many child as possible.

I want to pay a visit to orphan centers.

I want to do free check-up for them.

I want to supply free specs.

I curse those irresponsible people for throwing babies.

They are freaking insane!

I CURSE.

Age is just a number!

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我不想

It's my 300th post.

我想起了某些事..

我的狗一个人在家。错！是我的狗一个狗在家。

脚踏到洞，不是 - 跌洞。

Mood 是自己找的。

Touch screen 的电脑不能用手指来分left right click。

想起这些，我.. 微笑了。

我是个笨蛋..

每一次都反应迟钝。

每一次逗别人开心时，自己心里都不是开心的。

每一次都把所有东西自己啃下。

每一次都把事情搞糟。

每一次说话都有语言毛病。

最笨的就是没把事情搞好..

因为很多事情，不可能在同一个时间内满足每一个人。

You just couldn't manage to care for everyone's feeling.

来到这里，我流泪了。

或许我是自私的。

现在，就算有再多的不舍，我也该停下脚步了。

有些感觉，埋在心里好了。

就当做我自私好了, 让我做坏人好了。

是我没有勇气.. 是我！

在说不值得的那一刻.. 我伤心了。

我没有权力阻挡你的脚步，是我不好。我早就应该让你往前走。

或许，在你往前走的时候，会比现在来得快乐。

我很感激。

过去的.. 我不舍，但我不能停留你。

所有发生的，是真诚的.. 是真的..

我不会忘记一切。

至少当我回忆时，我是微笑的。

向前走吧，不要回头看我了.. 我哭着说。

谢谢你.. 我笑中含泪着说。

珍惜现在，也珍惜未来... 也珍惜彼此拥有的回忆。

前面的路，还很遥远。

就算我是一个人的，也要好好好走下去。

你说：人，在不一样的阶段，享受着不一样的东西..

有人说： 记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的，改变能改变的，接受不能改变的。

很多人说：是上天的注定，和你的缘份到一生一世，
但我你不认同，老天只是让你和他相遇，
并不代表老天爷给你定下终身契约。
一生的幸福，是要靠双方去维持，双方的付出，从不计较回报，
这才是让你们一生一世走在一起的条约！
自足，才是完美幸福的人生。比较，是把自己的幸福之路毁成坎坷不平。

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong
I know I will falter I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through?
Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary
Beneath those stormy skies
When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feel like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Blog title? Changed: Sa-Nook, meaning fun in Thai. 

Only me understand this.

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