October, His birthday.

October,
We had a lovely birthday celebration with his and my family.
I baked a fruit cake and delivered to his house early in the morning 6 am.
Aw, I'm good in time management. ;P

For the first time, we had Korean foods.
Evil me forced him to bring me for Sing K even though he refused. Teehee. He wouldn't know my siblings were waiting inside the room. I hope he didn't know ;)
It was a birthday bash.

At night, finally my cake can be presented.
He didn't know the cake was baked by me until his mother told him so.
Mm, the taste may not be that nice but I did put a a lot of effort baking it. :(
Baking the cake until midnight and 3 hours of sleep.
I hope I surprised you.

I hope I make your birthday one to remember.

I should wish you here, Happy Birthday love.

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我好幸福

其实我很幸福
我不愁食，也不忧财
有什么想要的，我可以刷卡，但我不会
我有不舍得买的，我亲爱的会坚持送给我

其实我们蛮神经质
我们总是那么的疯狂：
可以不理别人的哈哈大笑
有时只活在两人世界里
累了就一起像猪酱在车里睡着
逛街可以现买现穿
我们很厉害精算，用最少的钱吃最好吃的
就算再忙都能忙里偷闲
日子就是那么的逍遥自在

虽然偶尔会争吵
会意见不合
会不悦你
但其实我是很疼你的啦
*我现在好像捏你啊！*
嘻嘻

我怎麽那样幸福

还记得吗

我曾说过，

有你真好

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THANK YOU.

Why must disappointment be a part of life?

Stop torturing me.
Please don't tell me that you will come over but instead for the whole day you never contact me, and I have to found out that you were with your boy and girl friends.
It's okay if you don't message me for the whole day, because you said too much of sms is not so good.
It's okay f you are not coming over, because I told you no need to travel over.
But I'm too stupid to send you a message wishing you to have a good day even though you never contact me.
It's too stupid for not angry with you because you did not reply.
I'm so stupid to find out that you did not reply because you were with ur friends, and I know nothing about it.
I'm too stupid to find excuses for what you've done.

This is not the first time.
Since the first day, I've already knew that I'm not comparable with your friends.
Who am I to to you. I got the answer in my mind.

I will not be the stupid girl, anymore.
Thank you miserable life.

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A Never Ending Story

It has been a long time since my last post huh.
My year 3 has ended last month, and due to my laziness and "busyness", I don't manage to blog anything about it.
Semester 6, considered as a quite stressful semester as we have to complete our dissertation. No one knows how much efforts and tears you put for it.
Then I met a cheerful and cute boy as my patient. From being a pirate to twinkle twinkle little star. Funny max.
I have 3 weeks of semester break, which is going to end this week.
Still, I'm glad that I managed to get my things done during the break, even though I don't get to go for any vacation / shopping. Or at least, Genting with classmates.

Next week - the time I step into my final year.
The feeling at first was I hope the time pass slower because I would like to enjoy the break. But now, I wished the time comes faster. Maybe, I used to get busy, maybe I don't like the feeling of doing nothing.

I hate the feeling of not being appreciated.
Although not a single words are voice out, although you have already used to live the way you are.. But girls do need some kind of appreciation and care. You might think that a simple one is more than enough, but do you ever think of what she wants and needs?
It is very difficult for her to accept that she is being neglected, especially when she is beside of you.
Or you don't come to meet nor lead her when she came to a place nearby you.

Sometimes, you have to stop doing something when it is an expectation rather than an appreciation.

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我变了

我要的只是那么的一点点
这要求是否有点过分
同样的事说了几十遍
那当初的意义又何在

我不埋怨
但我会不悦
你不能说我悲观
毕竟都忍了那么久
难道就连沉默都有错

很多事情已经不一样了
我是个普通的女人
曾经和别的女人一样
你怎么那样厉害
把我给变了

我不是伟大
为你 我变成了 Better Me。

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好漫长的一部戏

结局是这样的：

一个人,

两种心情,

三张纸巾.

半小时的关机

半小时的塞车

一小时的驾驶

没有目的地在路上驶去

有路 - 就走, 就弯, 就 U-turn.

人生就像一场戏

电影里的主角都不是这样的吗?

演员门都累了？怎么越演越糟。

不好意思，一定是女主角没把角色给演好

把整部电影给搞砸了

请问导演可以 NG 吗？

还是导演把女主角给换掉，找个更适合的，票房才会飙。

这一生

在吵闹任性的时候，你希望有个人能够哄你

你以为这就是你所追求的世界

但却必须面对种种的分岔路

让你好怀念过去的单纯小幸福

这些是你想要的吗？

乱语下，总隐藏着 maksud tersirat 。

我现在好想回家去。

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When Life Pulls You Down

It's been a long time since I last updated huh?
This recent weeks were quite hectic for me.
It was either I was busying with assignments, or internal assessment or working.

Actually, we are going through the same thing.
I have been missing the memories too,
But maybe you weren't realized about it.
Looking back.. those memories were so simple and sweet.
I don't want to ruin it. :'(
I know attitude should change, i know.

And throughout the times I've learned lots of things;
Some people takes you for granted no matter how sincerely you treat them;
Passing in an exam is not about how smart you are, but how well you can bull-shit;
Getting a good grade is not about how good you bull-shit, but how good you can cheat;
Love is not about looking at each other's good, but to accept their weakness as well;
Argument is not the biggest thing after-all, but most importantly after each argument you learned to be more appreciate;
Also, I found that reverse psychology do works!

Yet, I managed to spent some quality time with my loved ones and my classmates by doing sports, going for a holiday and eat lots of nice food.

And I am here to announce that my lovely sister is getting married soon! I felt so happy for her. :')

我爱你们

Life moves on. Finally, my first touch on pool!

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无助

是什么？不晓得。
女人啊，就是那么的情绪化
睡眠不足，功课，压力，种种加上来导致情绪变动。
事物总是没完没了，想好好的休息也不能
只是希望自己在无助时，身边有个人可依靠。

被疼与被爱的感觉真好
一句问候，一个拥抱。。
仿佛离我好远。

我不喜欢把所有的相处时间和游戏分一半
在你对着你电脑时，是否想着坐在你身旁的人？
可以允许我自私一点吗?
不是不让你玩
偶尔，也希望你可以‘忙’里偷闲。

空虚。

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My Valentine's

这个情人节，

没有花，也没有巧克力。

但我所拥有的，一切都够了。

这几天的快乐，

是你牺牲你的假期，

是我们牺牲彼此见面的时间，

而得来的。

我们就一路驾向北，

怡保芽菜鸡 - 槟城 - Star Cruise Libra - 美罗云吞面 - Sg Klah Hot Spring - 吧生海鲜。

每天都有水上活动，吃美食。

整个旅程是快乐的，充实的。

谢谢你，亲爱的。

我知道自己很幸福。

情人节快乐。

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Hey

One week of working.

At first, it was so boring and the time passed so slow. But as time goes, as I got to mingle around with my colleagues, I can see the fun there.

They started to teach me lots of things, from picking up the phones, making appointment, writing reports and instrument knowledge.

I believe, I will not regret working there, with bunch of good colleagues, even though sometimes they don't talk to me. :(

Fyp,

As a reminder, 

One day I will settle you off! 

You made me suffered so much! 

And ya, that 'girl'.

At least, she not just a girl who are waiting to meet him on any day.

They have their own life and own work now.

That's how things go now. Taking leave to have fun with his friends but not with her.

It's alright, as she always tell herself.

Because, she will be stronger than him. She can drown herself in work, so that nobody will ever disturb him.

It's alright that no one is beside her when she is down.

When she cried, when she feels lonely, when her nose bleed, when she need someone to talk to.

Thanks to him, for making her more independent, so that she won't rely on him that much.

No worries, she will never cry again just because of not meeting each other. 

Maybe this is what the girl deserves.

hey Girl, it's alright.

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Say Hi to 2012!

Hello 2012!
It's a brand new year, my first post of 2012.

Before welcoming 2012, I would like to say thanks to 2011 for giving me lots of ups and downs that make me stronger.
Thanks to 2011 for giving me such a wonderful love stories.
Thanks to 2011 for giving me such a unforgettable birthday. With sadness and happiness as well.

With my love, with grandma, with family and relatives.

The wonderful lunch.

My Grandma.

Lovely surprise from siblings.

Once again, Happy birthday to me.

When it comes to new year, I bet most of the people are talking about their resolution.

I never have any resolution, and this year, for the first time.
My resolution:
1. To work once I'm free
2. To get a smart phone
3. To treat my love one - a big meal with my salary
4. Go for a photo shot (wanted for this since 2 years ago, :'( )
5. Go for a vacation with my love one
6. Maintain my weight at 40kg or lesser.
7. Praise by my fyp supervisor
That's what I thought of. Will be adding it if I think of any.

And let's see whether these could be fulfill by the end of 2012.
2012, be a good year okay?

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