一个人在KL生活点滴 01

不知不觉来到KL一个人的生活已经一个月了。

还记得那头一天，我是寂寞难耐到。。眼泪都流了。

我一直以来都是独立的，又不是没去过当兵，露营。

但；这次真的不一样。

在这里一回到家，面对的就是4面墙。屋里冷清清，同屋的都是在房里的。

吃得好清淡，都只是steam而已。

如果没有Mr Boyfriend 偶而来找一下我，我想我应该会有depression。

终于来到我梦寐以求的大学生活

以为会有好大的campus，认识很多不同系的同学；

怎知。。课室是比我undergrad 的还要小，还要肮脏！

果然又再失望。

来到这里，

无论你多少岁，工作历都久；大家都是同学。

所以朋友方面都没有问题。

当然，我还是想念undergrad 的朋友和生活。

Post-grad 的学习方法完全不一样了。

只希望，能够顺顺利利的过关。

到这里，

无法天天和我的狗Bobo玩

无法在家里躺在我舒服的床

无法和姐妹们一起出去聊天

无法吃妈妈煮的拿手好菜

无法常常见到Mr Boyfriend

我真的需要坚定

加油吧，愫仪小姐！

;')

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The good time will come.

The past 2 months were considered as a hectic one to my family and me.
Grandma was admitted into hospital, then discharged then being admitted again.
My dog then was knocked by a car few days later and her joint was dislocated.
Too many things happened altogether.

Almost every night we rushed to PPUM to visit grandma and feed her.
Why rush? It's because the staffs will not let visitors in after 8 - 8.30pm.
Even though you managed to escaped at the main entrance, you still have to undergo the second stage, which is the entrance to the ward.
If you miss the 'train'- you have to wait nurse to come out in order to let you in.
The so-called 'train' is the automatic lock door.
But I would like to praise those nurses in PPUM for being so helpful and kind. They even helped my grandma to remove the blackheads on her nose!

家家有本难念的经。
After grandma being discharged, dad decided to fetch her to our house.
Honestly speaking, this is the first time she stay in our house, and this is the first time we taking care of her (with her not well condition).
From being so talkative to barely recognizing us, I had realized how much grandma has became weaker as just compared to few months ago.
She used to walk fairly good and now she can't even walk.

Feeding her, changing her diapers, bathing her, physiotherapy have become part of our daily routine.
I went to pharmacy to buy dressing set, I learnt to clean up her bedsores.
Everyone in the house just give a hand to take care of her.
I believe, despite of lacking experience, we are consider not bad.

Time flies.

Have you realized that people beside us are getting old days by days?
They might not be able to stay with us for a long period, but please do appreciate every moment you get to spend with them.

阿嬤，
愿您早日康复。

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该成长的爱情

回到那熟悉的街道

那可不是一个普通的停车场

茫茫的灯光下照亮我们相伴的倒影。

当时，我们才发现，那些寻常的日子是我们的回忆。

或许我已变得不是以前的我；

不再那么的单纯，那么的容易满足。

或许日子已无法回到从前；

不再那么的自在，逍遥。

当生活不断迈向另一个阶段

身边总有些事情烦恼着我们。

但我们是否可以不被情绪影响

脑袋清晰地解决问题。

我和你一样

要的，都很简单

但我不喜欢把全部都说出来

你却希望我直言直语。

你不需要靠近我，

因为你已走到最接近我❤️的地方。

如果你细心的看看我

你一个拥抱就胜过一切了。

今天，我可能有少许的不愉快 + 少许脾气 

可我要记得这一切

一切.. 

一段爱情，两个人投入，流过那么多眼泪，

是时候，该成长了。

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又一年的情人節

好不容易
那個‘期限’終于過了
那天，我們兩個欣慰得微笑了。
那天也是情人節，你也帶我吃頓好的，好好的慶祝一番。
那天也是我第一次收到你送給我的一束花。。是一束！
我笑得見牙不見眼。
也很特地的炫耀，羡煞旁人。

足足一年了
時間真的過得好快。
這一年，我們是怎樣熬過來的
那份對彼此的信任，諒解，體貼是多麽的濃密。

新的一年，有了新的Revolution
很快的，我們又要踏入另一個Chapter.
要加油, 我對自己說。

謝謝你

給了我難忘的情人節

給了我無比信任和疼愛

每一天都把我當公主對待

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The Last Day of 2014

I always love the last day of every year.

I celebrated the eve with his bestie with dinner, challenging room & yamcha.
Most importantly, the dinner was treated by his friend, even though the main reason for this treat is not for my bday yet I'm still feeling happy about it ;P
And finally, managed to escape from Escape Room! I'm no longer  a loser. *wink*

I have a great family that willing to wait for me till late night just to celebrate with me. I didn't know. So this is why we call it - the surprise.

The story does not end yet. That day itself I was surprised by my siblings.
Early in the morning, as I get into my car, I first saw a 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY' sticker on my window.
Once I open the door, I saw a present on the car seat, with another sticker written 'I Love You' placed on the steering.
I love my sisters, so much. They never failed to surprise me, each time.

Kick start the morning with him with the breakfast that we loved, combination of nasi lemak + half-boiled egg and roti.
Headed to watch movie as movie tix was given free by the cinema.
The most exciting thing on that day is the dinner.

Him, first time being so secretive! Drove all the way to KL without telling me where he's bringing me to.
He brought me to a dining place that I have been wanted to try since so long ago.
Dining In The Dark!
It's really an unique and memorable dining experience.
We had the dinner in total darkness, fully depending on our other senses to feel every sound, every movement & every taste.
Our guide is a blind lady, leading us throughout the dinner.
You don't know what you are being served and how to eat it. It's just TOO DARK.

Dinner In The Dark.
With the love & the birthday gift - handbag.

Another surprise came along after our dinner, once we got out from the dark room.
Before I managed to adapt my eyes to the brightness, I was surrounded by all the staffs.
I heard someone playing the guitar, singing birthday song & I saw someone holding a mini cake to me.
Too happy and can't react. Everything was just arranged by him.
And I didn't know he can be that romantic too. *falling-in-love*

This time, we did not go for any new year countdown.
We just don't feel like squeezing with the crowds.

I was blessed...

And then.. here comes the 2015. ;)

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2015 的第一封

我以为我好潇洒，总是叫你去。
原来不到最后一天，都不知道心里其实有那么多的不舍。

我们拥有太多太多的回忆。
每一个角落都似乎看见们的影子。
电台的歌好像唱出我的心声。。害我哭了。
我多么的想坚持却被我的心给出卖了。
我真的希望你在那里放心的打拼。

放心吧，
再多的不舍，我也会好好滴。
然后每天期待我们的约会。
你。。一定要好好的。
我会一直支持   陪着你。

亲爱的，加油。

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