原来这叫做失望

本来是有很多心事想分享的，但现在那灵感却没了。

是想说。。
最近觉得累了。
到底是累的感觉，还是感觉的累？
‘我在说些什么大便，我不晓得。’

原来当某些事的价值明显的降低，
并且低于自己所期望的，
就会产生失望感。
那。。我好像。。失望了。

那个傍晚我是多么难堪。

我像个傻瓜，默默的等待，

又看了看手机。

我是否该提醒你，‘你在哪里？’

很难过。

但我沉默不语，

平静了下来。

心，在眼泪落下的那一刻清撤明晰。

或许有一天，我会以冷眼看待心痛。

其实，
只要一个拥抱，
只要一个微笑，
就足以让我安慰。
这样，就够了。

如果你想留住一个人，
请你表达你的一些关心。
因为痛久了会变成一道疤痕。

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心里话

人，是不是要等到失去了才会珍惜?
往往会听到人埋怨；
为什么当初不对他/她好一点?
为什么看到别人对他/她好时，自己会有点不愉快?
为什么以前，我好像没为他/她撑伞过?
为什么我以前不带他/她想要去的地方?
什么都说：为什么，以前，如果。。
有用吗?
如果珍惜过，就算失去了，也不会有遗憾。

很想知道，世界最遥远的距离是多远?
有人说，是在一起却不知道对方对你的爱。
那路程远的定义呢?
几远才是远? 1 km? 100km? 1000km?
路是我们创闯的，那为什么人承担不了长途的爱?

其实，心里明明就是在意的。
但知你心的人，有多少?
在意，别人会说你不明白事理；
假装不在意，又过不了自己那关。

心再痛，又怎样?
再介意，再流泪，又怎样?
事实还是改变不了。
谁叫自己不争气?

算了，有些事情还是藏在心里好了。
不放太大期望，不拖累人，不麻烦人，就好了。
没事的。

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This Week :)

This week was superb. There were holidays and class ended earlier. And I managed to spent my time wisely and to the fullest!

Celebrated Swee Lee's 21st Birthday in Restaurant and Neway. It's been some time since I Chiong-K til the late night. I was so energetic for that night!

Snowflakes for 3 times in a week. Seriously addicted to its Soya Ice Series. Yummy! Thanks to my partner in crime. Hah! :D

Start playing Hell's Kitchen in class. Thanks to Kevin for introducing this game to us. Few of my classmates start playing it too. I must NOT addicted to it!

My family bought 5 items from COACH. My beloved sister surprised my with a COACH's mini wallet when I woke up early in the morning. She bought it for my belated 21st birthday gift. And I remembered how she surprised me last year during my 21st birthday party. By giving my a small cake, and then turned up with a big cake. She's always that sweet. :)

Watched Pirate of the Caribbean on the first day it shown on cinema. Brought Bobo for basic grooming. And tonight will be having Korean BBQ with friends! :)

A great week. <3

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你有感恩吗?

人生就是这样，不可能一帆风顺；
人类，不感恩上天的安排，却埋怨上天的不公平。
自己做的事情不一定得到别人的认可，
也许这时会成为心中的矛盾。

很多时候，无论是与家人，朋友或情侣；
人，往往认为别人对自己所付出的，是件理所当然的事。
相处久了，会期待别人对你的好；
会因为别人对你的过错而失望。
要记得，别人对你的好，不是应该的。
因为谁还会傻傻记得说过的那些话?

人与人的相处过程中，
要就是笑，要不就责。
遇到快乐就把嘴角挂上微笑；
遇到责就换个角度思考。

要善待他人，
要善待自己，
要善待周围的一切。

仔细想想，自己会因岁月的流失而逐渐成熟；
这个时候，要感谢那些曾经让自己成长的人，
感恩他们，让自己得到不一样的人生。

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A Different Kind of Satisfaction

It's Sunday but I got up early in the morning to SMK (L) Bukit Bintang for Badminton Competition. It was held by my uni. It's unbelievable that I actually joined the competition for Mixed Double. Thanks to Yuan for asking me to join and be his partner. Seriously, I was so excited yet stressed out because he is a real good player, but me..... :'( But whatever it is, we promised that, no matter what's the result, we must not blame each other but instead, we should enjoy it.

It was my first time joining Badminton matches. Aww.. Luck was with us as we eventually gone through the first match. We won. The second match was so stressful because the opponent is considered as the most well man player from my uni. Luck was with us again because we won the match, unexpectedly. We lost in the first round but we played so hard and we finally get a score of 26-24 on the second round. It's real hard to get that score.From big difference of score and finally, we bet them.

We reached semi-finals but we lose. Lose to juniors, ha! I guess its because my partner is feeling tired for playing 8 rounds at one shot? He have to play for mixed double and man double. Pity him. And he dunno why became so moody during the match! Spoilt betul, Bluek!

The Score

I'm not a good player, I don't play badminton that often. But this competition actually was a success, thanks to committee members and organizers. :) Not to forget, my partner for his patient, his guidance, and thanks to him for not blaming me when I made mistakes, not even a single expressions of disappointments or anger. We can play a good game, isn't? Hehe. We will never gone so far in the matches without you. Losing is nothing but we gained experience, joy and satisfaction. I never thought we can win in any matches as we said we are joining for fun. Being in semi-finals is really out of my expectation. Well done to us? Heh... :D

Today was a good day. Spent the day meaningfully, spent the time wisely with the person that I enjoyed with. SnowFlakes, Perfumes, Yogurts, gaming, shopped, dinner. :)

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Nothing's important than Health.

Had the simple medical checkup but the result wasn't that satisfactory. Was so excited before the test but when I got the result, the mood just gone.

Wasn't that bad la. Just that lacking of nutrients and pH imbalance could affect the functions of our organs. So..
It's time to change the diet. Not too late if i apply it now, right?

More Vege.

AND

No more chocs for me. :'(

Alright. That's the target for now. I just want to be healthy!
Let food be my medicine rather than the medicine be my food.

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A Short Break ♥

Phew, the third assessment is finally ended. It's good to have a holiday, even its only 3 days. Thanks to the classmates and lecturers for cancelling the class and replacing it on the other day. I had been so busy during the past few weeks and I seriously need to take a breath.

It's been some time since I went for a holiday. Finally, relaxing in Genting did make my day. Appreciation. :) Glad to have them to be with me, and you to by my side when I needed a company. It was a last minute booking but luckily that we managed to overcome every problems we faced. My shoes spoilt half way but we were lucky enough to get the room at a cheaper rate without queuing for 2 hours.

Sometimes, you don't need to spent a single money to get happiness.

I'mma love this.

It state: ♥ Story: Your company on me, everything is enough.

Thank you. :)

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