这是12月的最后一天。
如果你认识我，你应该知道今天是什么日子。
这是12月的最后一天。
如果你家有日历，那你应该知道明天是新的一年。
这一年就快过去了。
这一年，我又做了什么呢？
这一年，我接受了一份爱情。
这一年，我把我头发减短了。
这一年，我把我头发给染了。
这一年。。我不想写下去了。
12月的最后一天
我应该是开心的
但我哭了。
在夜深里，我是寂寞的。
我第一次，寂寞得哭了。
明年，你快点来。
我要做工，我要忙得一团糟。
晚安了。
眼泪，在这几天都流了无数遍。
伪装，真的不容易。
我的伪装，是彻底的是失败。
以为可以潇洒的说：无所谓，
以为可以擦掉眼泪说：没关系。
有了期待，就会有失望。
原来一次次的等待，最终还是换来失望。
天真的以为，一个小小的要求与等待，很快就被实现。
天真的以为，时间的快速旋转，会隐藏着一些儿的喜悦。
原来我并不是你理想的小鸟依人，
不好意思，让你失望了。
其实，真的没什么大不了，也不是什么大事。
就让我这ordinary girl 发下公主病吧。
放心，再也不会有这样的事。
很多事，我放下了。
不是说没了期待，该说是以顺其自然的心去对待。
以后的，我都有了心里准备，
所以，不需要什么陪伴了。
简单的一句话就够了，真的。
Without realizing, its the end of 2011.
So fast, everything happened in a blink.
I've done with my Semester 5. It a semester that made me feel so stress but time flies so fast during this sem.
Semester 5,
The first time we have clinical posting with doctors, optometrists, pharmacist and real patients;
The first time we got the final year project;
The first time we struggled so much for the thesis proposal;
The first time we had our first NIOS annual dinner;
The first time we had our clinical examination with real patients and medical officers;
The first time we did our case presentation.
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| First time of drinking red wine. |
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| NIOS first annual dinner. The girls. |
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| The only one 21st birthday celebration. |
Urgh, I got a big ulcer on my lips. Real huge i mean.
I've been suffering from it for the past few days. And sometimes I really feel like screaming it out. It caused so much pain to me. I feel like crying for help.
I can't talk, I can't eat, I can't even drink water!
My house is in a big mess.
Renovation is going on at the front and back of my house. But good thing is the kitchen will be wider now :)
Bad thing is, at 8am sharp, you can hear the 'drilling' sound. A very effective alarm.
Girls need more cares and attention.
If she never stops you from socialization, then please don't make her feel that friends overtake her position.
If you made her lost her self-confidence, she lost herself too.
And she knows, she is a nobody, again.
Even though everything look stable and smooth now
but sometimes it requires more cares and some appreciation.
It's not a necessary for someone to treat you good.
But when people treat you good, you tends to forget how to appreciate.
Okay, I have a tired life.
Been so stressful for the past month. Don't even have a chance to chillax myself by doing things i love.
Been a long time since i last shopping, movie, sing k, sports, desserts, travel, gathering with friends blablablah...
So fast!
It's the last month of 2011, indicating my final examination too.
I don't like examination.
The one week of study week seems not enough :'(
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