The good time will come.

The past 2 months were considered as a hectic one to my family and me.
Grandma was admitted into hospital, then discharged then being admitted again.
My dog then was knocked by a car few days later and her joint was dislocated.
Too many things happened altogether.

Almost every night we rushed to PPUM to visit grandma and feed her.
Why rush? It's because the staffs will not let visitors in after 8 - 8.30pm.
Even though you managed to escaped at the main entrance, you still have to undergo the second stage, which is the entrance to the ward.
If you miss the 'train'- you have to wait nurse to come out in order to let you in.
The so-called 'train' is the automatic lock door.
But I would like to praise those nurses in PPUM for being so helpful and kind. They even helped my grandma to remove the blackheads on her nose!

家家有本难念的经。
After grandma being discharged, dad decided to fetch her to our house.
Honestly speaking, this is the first time she stay in our house, and this is the first time we taking care of her (with her not well condition).
From being so talkative to barely recognizing us, I had realized how much grandma has became weaker as just compared to few months ago.
She used to walk fairly good and now she can't even walk.

Feeding her, changing her diapers, bathing her, physiotherapy have become part of our daily routine.
I went to pharmacy to buy dressing set, I learnt to clean up her bedsores.
Everyone in the house just give a hand to take care of her.
I believe, despite of lacking experience, we are consider not bad.

Time flies.

Have you realized that people beside us are getting old days by days?
They might not be able to stay with us for a long period, but please do appreciate every moment you get to spend with them.

阿嬤，
愿您早日康复。

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Say Hi to 2012!

Hello 2012!
It's a brand new year, my first post of 2012.

Before welcoming 2012, I would like to say thanks to 2011 for giving me lots of ups and downs that make me stronger.
Thanks to 2011 for giving me such a wonderful love stories.
Thanks to 2011 for giving me such a unforgettable birthday. With sadness and happiness as well.

With my love, with grandma, with family and relatives.

The wonderful lunch.

My Grandma.

Lovely surprise from siblings.

Once again, Happy birthday to me.

When it comes to new year, I bet most of the people are talking about their resolution.

I never have any resolution, and this year, for the first time.
My resolution:
1. To work once I'm free
2. To get a smart phone
3. To treat my love one - a big meal with my salary
4. Go for a photo shot (wanted for this since 2 years ago, :'( )
5. Go for a vacation with my love one
6. Maintain my weight at 40kg or lesser.
7. Praise by my fyp supervisor
That's what I thought of. Will be adding it if I think of any.

And let's see whether these could be fulfill by the end of 2012.
2012, be a good year okay?

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Lost

Received the shocking early in the morning that day.
None of us actually believed it when we first received the call.
This is unexpected. He was okay all this while but he leaves us so suddenly.

The feeling of losing the one you love, your family..
It's so pain and I finally felt the pain.
Relatives waited for me and we rushed to the funeral parlor once I finished my class that day.
Once we reached, tears fall. The moment we went beside the coffin, we cried even louder.
2 days of prayer. 2 days of sitting at the funeral parlor.
A peaceful place, but I really hate the feeling.

Today, the prayer ceremonies are over.
The wailing of the mourners reaches a crescendo.
All of us turned away during the sealing of the coffin.
When the coffin is nailed up, everyone cried.
I thought all these days they were so tough in accepting the fact, but they were not. Everyone cried so hardly today. That feeling, is like a knife stabbed into your heart.

At the cemetery, the coffin is burned.
We kneel down in front of the stove, looking at the fire, we shout for his name and we cried so terribly.
He leaves us at such a young age...

So many unusual things happened after the ceremony.
We received a miss call from the deceased.
Is it means that the deceased wants to tell us that he is fine, or is it someone accidentally pressed it?
Let it be a mist.

Alright, shall back to my mood.
I'm tired.
Life is short. So, appreciate.

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Sum it all.

It's been a long time since I last updated my blog.
Been so busy with exams and assignments for the past few weeks. Having exams and assignments at the same time is killing.
We were so exhausted and pimples can't stop popping out.
Class starts at 8.30am and ends at 5.30pm almost everyday.
Highway is jam, classes are peak, lots of works especially reports.

This is insane. This is ridiculous.
However, we went through it.
I'm lucky. I'm lucky. I'm lucky.
At least, this week is a bit relaxing.


Alright. Let pictures do the talking.

Big sis came back for 2 days. Of course, we miss her. But I felt bad for not spending much time with her.

My little naughty cousins.

One word she said that made me feel touch: 我不会哭，我只会笑。
Perhaps I should hold this attitude in life.
My this little cousin, she really rarely cry.

Murni-ed with my N.I.O kakis once after the exam. Eating and chatting with them was fun. The feeling after exam was so so so great!

Went to watched mum and sis's performance.

And then Wong Kok-ed with N.I.O kakis after class.

Time flies. It's October.
I hope this month will be a good one.


Till then~

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My Sister

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS !

A simple one. 

=)

Random Note: World Cup has ended. Everyone got to sleep in peace now.

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Shoot my family. =p

After so many years.. My mum decided to re-take her wedding photo, since it is her 25th year Anniversary.
The last time we took was when I around 4 years old.
So I guess it's the right time to re-take!
Let's the pictures do the talking. =)

Sorry for the small size photos uploaded in FB. All my fault. I accidently deleted all the photos taken that day. The photo shop charged me RM50 for the photos recovery. But most of the pictures were corrupted. Around 180 photos taken, but only 30++ photos can be seen. I was so clumsy. I downloaded some software from net, it recovered most of my pictures, but it became small size. It's still better than nothing. =/

Wanna say thanks to those who helped me and also mentally support me by cheering my up. Thanks to u guys!

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When the moon is full.

Hereby to wish you guys,

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!

 

Enjoy looking at the full moon and eat the mooncakes! 

 We are not promoting the mooncake

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Back to Malaysia!

p/s: Due to my busy-ness, this post has been saved as draft for few days. heheh ~

Oh yea.. I'm back from Thailand.

Thailand...
I thought government don't encourage citizens to go Thailand during the cny?
First thing, i don't understand why my parents chose to go Thailand during cny?
I thought Thai was in a mess ?
I thought cny is an event where we suppose to spend time with our relatives and friends?

But then how come so many people go to Thai?
We waited so long at the Thai border department.
Packed with people.
La la la..

What i did in Thai were only eat, sleep (we always sleep in the van) , go temple , shopping and taking pictures self-syoking. That's the routine. Everyday tomyam. Yum Yum~ Makan-makan only heh .. You say fat or not? = ="

Slideshow :

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The webcam.

Finally bought a web cam and a pc headset! Haha.. Okay, It was a 5.0 megapixel web cam at only RM 69.90, kinda cheap right!? Cos the another one is 1.3 megapixel, but the price is RM 49.90!! So of course I'll rather waste another 20 bucks to get a better quality one. Once i reached home, i was busy setting it up. I was cam whoring with my sis. Then, My parents seems excited when they saw it. And we ended up took some pictures with the new web cam. We are not "sakai" okie!? Its just that my family never been so S-S (self-syok) before. LOL! However, I'm feeling great today. It is a craziest day! =)

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