Dilemma dilemma dilemma. Yes, so many things are running in my mind now. I've been facing and fighting with it for the past few weeks. I thought I can face it all by myself, but somehow, it almost makes me collapse. You can see sometimes I'm emo. haha.. Plus it was the exam week.. stress + emo. The feeling is just not good.
I don't share my things with my friends, I mean personal problems. I don't know why. I chose to kept it by myself because I believed that I can handle it. But, hypothesis is proven unacceptable. I'm just not as tough as I think. I do fall too. And I finally chose to share it and had some "heart-talk". Although there were arguments, depressions, misunderstood etc, but it's not that bad i think.
When you shared your problems with people, it actually helps! I gained trust, support, advices and encouragements. Trust is the one that I need the most. One trust is more than enough. By sharing, I got different ideas, different opinions which make me think differently from different angle. I've grown up. I am thinking maturely, i must think maturely!
Right now, i know I'm still stuck in this situation. I can't go anywhere. Indeed, I'm the one who should take up the responsibilities. No blames. Can't avoid. But I don't know what to do.
Time can change everything. Is that true?
Appreciate everything before it's too late.
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