I'm Smiling

Our EC1 ended today. Supposed to hang out with the Uni's kaki but some of them went to Malacca. So, left few of us and we decided to watch movie at One U.
Watched the leng chai Nicholas Tse's movie - The Stool Pigeon.
It was a very yeng movie but with lots of blood scene. The blood, just so disgusting. I can feel the pain when they were fighting. Ouch.

After the movie, we headed to Wong Kok Char Chan Teng for lunch.
3 of us had fun SS-ing, eh! No, not 3, is the 2 guys.
We had splendid moments chatting in the restaurant. Secrets were revealed. Of course, there is nothing else we can do. Life is always that 'fair'.
Anyway, I just enjoy chatting with them. =)

Then, we did the hand craft thing! A very different experience and I love it so much. Ha!

Which is nicer? The right one, i know! =)

I felt so good today! Spending time with friends is so nice.Chatting is nice. Everything is so nice.

Thanks a lot. I mean it.
I did lots of memorable stuffs today. Wonderful time with awesome people.
Appreciate-ing.

Random Note: I need to exercise! Any volunteer?

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Silence

Imma is having test and it's gonna end tomorrow!
I can't wait to enjoy myself so hard with the classmates right after the exam.
Haha! *but there is no plan yet! *
My red car is outside there, and I am feel like going out now, and sit down in a cafe.
I just don't want to stay at home, alone!

I am always think too much.
And make things even more worse.
But that's the nature of girl, right?
I don't whats wrong recently.
You're right, I just love to enfold everything.

I don't want to be emo.
But why am I feeling unhappy about it!?
....
My brain is working slow.. really slow.
I'm sorry.
I need time.

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You wouldn't know.

你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛 才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星 但几颗会落地
我飞行 但你坠落之际
很靠近 还听见呼吸
对不起 我却没捉紧你
你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
碎了满地 在心里清晰
你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是 你不知道的事


For the past few days, I wasn't in mood. I'm tired. I hope to sleep and never wake up. Sometimes I couldn't get what you're thinking. Sometimes I couldn't get what you are feeling. I'm trying so hard. I hated myself for this. I cursed myself for all these. But I'm trying hard to think positively. I am acting as I'm strong enough and do not need a shoulder to rely on when I needed someone.


This song is simple, i know. But sometimes, simple is nice. I am currently into this song. It makes me feel emo after listening it. But, i still loving it. Ha!
And, Lee Hom is HOT! =)

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Grr~

Right now, I just wanna scream out LOUD!

Week 2 of lecture is ended, indicates that the week after this we will be having exam, which all of us hate the most.
It's the second week but I'm still in the 'selamba' mood.
Blame the schedule.
I hate the schedule. It's already late at night after class. I can't study at night!
And class starts at 8.30am. I'm tired at night!
I know I got lots of complaints. lalala.
Don't worry, I'll try to 'enjoy'.
But! It's not because I have poor time management okay!

Something might look good at its surface, but it doesn't mean that its calm.
Something that you hold might not belongs to you.
Something been bothering me lately.
Don't leave me alone, because I tend to go emo.
Okay, my blog is updated. My job is done.
Chaos.

I want to fly a kite!

Soon or later, I will be making up my own decision.
Very soon.

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Again..

Early in the morning, I ber-happy happy go to class.
One bang at my car ruined my day.
The stupid bus in front suddenly turned up and made the whole row of cars sudden break. Of course, I was lucky enough to break my car on time. But at the same time, I was unlucky too because the car behind me couldn't break and bang me.
Parked my car at the road side. Steadily, I copy down the car plate's number. Its a taxi.
2 Indian mans came down from the car, and asked me to come down, kept telling me that "they are orang baik".
I don't know why will I have the courage to get down from the car, and talked to them.
Surprisingly, there were 2 taxis behind were bang into each other too.
So there were 4 cars in a row was involved with that accident. 3 taxis with all Indians and me myself.
It was just a minor scratches on my car and my signal's cover was broken.
So, we settled it within 5 minutes and then I continue my journey.
Everything happened just like I was dreaming.

It's the second accident I had this year. I promised to drive more carefully next time.
Life is precious. I know!

Skip the emo part.
Today, we had 3 hours of break time. The paling free punya day.
Our class ended at 3pm, the paling awal balik punya day.
Never thought 'Methodology of history taking in an ophthalmic examination' can be so fun.
We burst out into laughing by acting as a professional and patient.
I think I have mentally disorder. haha! But I feel myself so pro pretending as a doctor. =P
Myopia, diplopia, pterygium, uveitis, conjunctivitis, scleritis, episcleritis lalalalala.

You might think that I'm crazy. But, Yes!
Overall, I think I am happy today! cut the accident la   =D

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Looking back..

It makes me feel so uneasy right now.

What's wrong?

Go to sleep please!

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Blah.

Yup. 

As you can see, I changed the background into white color.

It's time to change.

Because black is an emo's color!

=)

The first week of Sem 3 is ended.

So far, so 'good'.

Class mostly from 8.30am to 6pm!

3 hours of lecture non-stop.

Course is getting tougher. Notes are getting thicker.

Jam is getting worser.

I can't imagine how my life would be in the coming 15 weeks.

But I can imagine how stressful everyone will be.
Let's fight together with me, alright?

Too many things happened recently.

People always hope for more choices, but sometimes having too many of choices is not a good thing too.

I hope, someone could lead me to make a choice.

I hope, things can go smoothly.
I hope, everyone is happy.

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The Very 1st..

NIO is finally come out with a student council last sem. And here comes the NIOSC.
They organized an orientation, for the very first time.
Being social is nice. Knowing juniors is even nice.
You can see the seniors (okie, mostly my batch and batch 5) were busy 'hunting' for newcomers. We self introduced, and chit-chatted with them.
Juniors must be thinking that their seniors a bit 'sot pe lat'. We were being so hyper, especially Elaine.
The first day of orientation is so-so. Activities were done inside the lecture room. Played musical chairs, and we were divided into 8 groups (consist of seniors and juniors).
And yea, I was in the GREY team.

The second day of orientation, which was held today, was done around the field.
I felt glad that I joined the orientation today. Or else I gonna miss lots of fun!
There were 6 stations in total: Water stamina, captain ball, mind field, question chairs, Sudoku and ... *one more i cant remember!
And, the weather is so hot, it's so sunny!
Captain ball was the most tiring game. Ran, jumped, screams. haha!
Thanks to Chris for being our savior. And Ben for being the man. Ju-Lyn, Hannah and I hide behind him during the game. Blame the sun. =P
The rest were fine. But once your team lose, the punishment...
ouch! they throw balloons filled with water on you, or maybe a big pail filled with water, and poured it on you!
So can you imagine, most of us were so wet!
I don't know whats wrong with our group. No matter we win or lose, the facilitators still poured water on us.
Before we dismiss, the seniors fake us to gather at the middle, and then they poured the water on us.
Seniors were getting so excited.
Ya, and we were once, WET AGAIN.

It was just fun. It's been a long time I joined this kind of activity since secondary.
I had fun! hahahaha!

Today, a day to remember.
Sometimes, you don't have to show it out, keep in the heart will do.

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Aug Aug OH?

Looking at the calender..
Eh? Its August already huh?
Eh Eh? Its 1st of August already huh??
Eh Eh Eh!!? Tomorrow Uni is starting huh???

Yawn. See, time flies.
How's my holiday? Great I guess.
Enjoy? Hmm.. not bad..?

I am not ready yet, mentally.
Looking at the academic calender makes me feel so uneasy.
10 subjects this semester? You must be kidding me!
No, it's not a joke. I AM SERIOUS.
And I hate OD class at 4pm. I don't want to stuck in jam!
But wait! I tried to face thing positively. Guess what.. I get to see Messi on the highway. Nyek nyek~ *evil laugh*
A big advertisement board of Maxis with Messi on it.

God is treating me good isn't?
Okay, I'm sure 'he' will makes me day.
Let take it that way alright? Ha!

ARGH! Sometimes you feel better after shout out loud.
Time to face the reality!
All the best to all of us!
Long time no see, my dear uni mates!
=')

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That Day

Its raining outside,

But the temperature inside the house doesn't got affected.

Was sweating but feeling good at the same time.

Watching movie at home could be a joy too.

That feeling, was unexplainable.

That feeling, was unforgettable.

That feeling, was good.

I don't have any potential in music. I know.

But at least I enjoyed listening to it.

People might get frustrated for using the wrong way, or maybe frustrated with the jam.

But at least I enjoyed being in car for a longer time.

Listening to the radio, looking at the sign board. 

Everything happened for the first time.

Maybe no one understand whats I am talking about. Never mind.

In short, simple day could be nice too.

I love it.

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Ocean Villas, Maldives

I'm here to share about In Ocean Villas in Maldives!
Maldives is a collection of choice water villas separated from land, suspended above rich marine world and surrounded by the paradisaical blues of the Indian ocean.

Angsana Velavaru In Ocean Villas, is an intimate yet expensive oasis made for two.
Besides, it can be the prefect beach wedding filled with romance. A romantic Maldives honeymoon beckons thereafter. ;)

Swimming pool on the sea! Cool huh.

Nice right?

I'll go one day! Save $ sin. =)

Random Note: I don't know why I'm in the mood of blogging today. ;p

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什么烂理由

啊~~
你知道吗。。
那个唱我喜欢的Baby Baby 的 Justin Bieber 出生于1994年，
Taylor Swift 出生于1989年,
还有那些我不懂他几岁，却在年轻时候成功的人。。

看看他们的年龄，再看看他们得成绩，
在那个年龄的我，在干吗?
LSY！自问：你内疚吗??
嗨~只好说，没有办法啦，我不会演戏，又不会唱歌。
叫我create那些联系网站，我更加不会！你们还是用Facebook啦！
算了，还是乖乖去读书吧。

=O
喔！快开课了，本小姐是时候收拾心情了。

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Connecting..

Since the day I uploaded some old NS pictures, I found back some of my friends.
Out of sudden, I received so many friend requests from them.
They are all my Sabah and Sarawak's friends.
That's the power of Facebook. It connects you with people around the world.
Of course, it reminds me some splendid memories with them.
Being together with them, races languages etc doesn't matter.
They were the one taught me Sabahan's language. With all the 'bah bah bah' at the end of each sentence.
And also the Gunung Kinabalu song with the dance.
How we used to wore sarung and bath in the big bath room.
And how we hugged each other and cried on the last day.
They changed a lot. Hardly recognize them. At this moment, Mutual friends helped a lots. heh..

Dorm 1 Rocks!
I miss you all.
Of course, my gang 13 as well. ;)

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本小姐谈感情

不懂是不是因为谈到感情的事，害自己有一点的感触。
我承认自己是蛮重感情的人。
也因为这样，自己比较容易落泪。
有人说我富有感情，也有人说我心地善良。
我不喜欢落泪，我要做个坚强的女人。
有一点难，我知道。
毕竟流泪并不是什么好东西。
所以我只能说，是我不开心的level太低，心情很容易起波动。
很废的回答，我知道。

想到有些事情会因为时间而改变。。
心里有点不悦。
很想逃避现实，但 - 不可能的。
或许他说的对，‘随缘吧’。
从来没想过，一个好段段的友情会变到好像陌生人一样。
所谓歌都有得唱：最熟悉的陌生人。
是有点觉得可惜，但没有办法。
所以只好藏在心里，不告诉你。

人生就是这么矛盾。
你往往不知道未来会发生什么事。
这样也好，有起有落的生活才 - 精彩。

这几天我都过得很好。
是有点感冒了，但情况没那么糟。
因为某某某某，好了很多。
我不想多说。
~
总之，我是开心的。
在多一个星期的假期，我想好好过。
哈！

所以。。
最重要的，要“珍惜”。
还有，我是会知足的，ok?

毕

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The Experience

Earning easy money is cool but its boring and tiring as well. First day of working was the worst one. Have to reach there early in the morning so that Supervisors could teach me some basic things. Both of them were nice, no doubts. At least they care about my safety.

That job was seriously so damn boring. Standing for the whole day makes my toes feeling so pain. Nobody to talk to, that's even boring! I'm lucky enough to know the Dove girl although that day was her last day of working. Then I got to know the other girl too, but she wasn't working that day. First day passed so so so slow. I can't stop looking at my watch. Another supervisor came at the noon and yea, he stayed at my place for an hour. So I got someone to talk to. And tell you something, girls seriously need to talk okay! We may survive without guys, but we can't survive without the mouth! Okay, not all the girls la. I am saying myself here, no offence.

Obviously, the next 2 days were getting fine. I learnt how to curi tulang, nyek nyek. And mixed around with others. Sometime, I gossip with aunties! Oops. So funny, I forgot how eventually I got to talk to them. Listening to the auntie whine about her job was rather funny. The same supervisor Eric visited me for the three days, nice supervisor. Then people from company act as client to test me, alright, I done well ok! ha!

Customers were all fine. No rude, no complains. Of course, this job needs the skill of accepting rejection. Accept rejection with a big heart, and educate customers until they fully understand. For the first few times you might feel a bit hurts when you got rejected, but as time goes, it's just no big deal! But got one customer seriously .... ARGH! Forget it. And got few uncles were just so funny.

2 Marketing guys came to me and asked whether do I wanna change company. Ha. I got a better offer from them. So next time if I'm looking for job, it wouldn't be a problem to me. Good good.

But.. I am not gonna continue this job next week. I am feeling so tired! 

本小姐从来没有做工做到那么累过！

I'm not a princess, I can work alright, but maybe this job doesn't suit me. 

And I don't like the environment. The workers there look ham ham sap sap. =x

Never mind, I'm just wanna pass my time.

I see different people, with different attitude.

Good experience. =)

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